Adulting...

Hey Guys, (Cue in the Harley Quinn Voice)

     I know, I know it's been a very long time since I've last updated!  I did mention that I wasn't good at this, right?  If not then...I think it's safe to say that you already know! 😊  Anyway, I've finally decided that this is my year!  I am finally gonna get it together!  The truth is, I am not getting any younger and I really want my life to finally begin you know.  I'm in my twenties and I haven't really explored anything.  So I'm done feeling sorry for myself and I'm gonna try! Even if it all goes to shit, I'm still gonna power through!  Truthfully, I stopped trying a few years ago because I was disappointed with myself... Lately, I've finally decided that I was being an idiot and that I have to get it together because the world doesn't stop for no one! (What a scary thought!)  So here's to powering through you guys!  Here's to finally fucking powering through!!! 🥂

-♥liz

Music to my ears...

     So this little blog post is going to be a little different... (I mean when is it not...right?😜)  I want to bring forth to you guys the playlist of songs that are AMAZING!!  I mean they are beautifully written and the sound of each one is extraordinary.  Plus, these are the tracks of my life.  (Metaphorically speaking of course😏)  So let me know what you think and give them a listen.  You know sometimes, all it takes it the right song to totally eclipse your mood. 

     So happy listening to the playlist of my life! 😎

-❤liz

Lord Huron- When we met
Lord Huron-Wait by the River
Codi- Don't you cry for me
Codi- Nobody opened the door
Dean Lewis- Waves (Acoustic Version)
M83-Wait
Staind- Zoe Jane
Staind- Everything Changes
Staind-Fade
Staind-Epiphany
Coldplay- Fix You
Coldplay- Yellow
Coldplay- O
Coldyplay- Always in my Head
Coldplay- Amazing day
Coldplay Hymn for the Weekend
The Cure- In Between days
The Cure- Friday I'm in Love
The Cure- Just Like heaven
The Cure- Pictures of You
Land Del Rey- Shades of Cool
Lana Del Rey- Florida Kilos
Lana Del Rey- Burning Desire
Lana Del Rey-High by the Beach
Lana Del Rey-Love
Lana Dey Rey- Blue Jeans
Lana Dey Rey- Video Games
Florence and the Machine- Shake it out
Florence and the Machine- You've got the Love
Florence and the Machine- Ship to wreck

Let's get real...

     So I'm just going to jump right into it and start writing what I feel.  I know this may not be the best outlet to speak truths, but I want to speak my truth.  Sometimes I fell like life is this really big thing that I don't know how to deal with yet.  You know like the responsibilities of being you and being an adult.  That's a really hard thing to grasp when you kinda don't know who you are yet.  I guess that is why so many people focus on jobs, school, and other materialistic things to take the focus off of them.  When all of that is taken away, do you know who are you? Are you still the same person or are you unsure?  Can you define who you are without those things?  ( I mean... 😱) 

    I guess that's what I am trying to figure out about me first...  It's like you want to run but you can only walk.  I hope I making some sense because these are the things I've been thinking about lately. I don't really care about the past anymore.  I am just concerned about where I am going from here.  

     So as I sit contemplating the question of what's next, while also listening to Lord Huron on Pandora, I hope you do the same.  I also hope we figure this shit out too, because it's us against the world!  🌎 

-❤liz

Crickets??

Hi guys!!!  How's it going?? (<--Harley Quinn voice)❤♠💓

Man oh man... It has been quite a long time!  Who know's if you guys are still out there reading this,  but I just wanted to say maybe I'll start this up again??  Ya know...fingers crossed!! 🤞

Well I just wanted to say I have a pretty good job now and I am sorta getting it together.  I think I maybe on to something future wise.  I don't really want to say anything yet in case things don't go accordingly!  Ya know... Life has a way to kick me in the ass sometimes, but ya know you live and ya learn! So here's to us that are trying our best to make the best of it! Hopefully things pan out for all of us!  👌

So until next time...
-liz

P.S. Anything you want me to talk about??

Stuck..

     Hey guys, how's it going??😋  I know, I know, it has been quite a while.  To be fair, life has definitely thrown me some curve balls lately, and today I decided to talk about getting stuck in life.

      By getting stuck I mean, where you are in school, work, or simply whatever kind of stuck you are in.  So long story short, I've been feeling a little stuck.  I imagined by the age of 24 I'd have my bachelors, have a pretty decent job, perhaps be living with a roommate, and maybe even have a pretty awesome boyfriend. (Wink! Wink! A girl can hope!😊)  As of right now none of those things have come true yet, and it never really dawned on me before, until I logged on to Facebook.  Oh yes, the dreadful times of Facebook... You know the place?  Where your use to be high school friends are living it up while you still haven't figured it out yet.  Yeah, that is the place I am referring to.  I use to feel very negative and insecure about myself when I'd log on.  It wasn't that I was jealous or wasn't happy for them it was just that I didn't have any exciting news to share about me.  I felt like I had nothing to show for my life so far.  (Well I did get my associates... TBH 😏)  So now what you may ask... Honestly, I have no fucking idea, but I will get there.  It has taken me sometime to realize that it takes longer for some people to be in the place they want to be.  Everyone has their own pace, their own journey, and pretty much their own everything!  The truth is I realized that I had to stop comparing myself to others because my journey is the only thing that should matter to me. (No offence! 😏)

     In short, I just need to take a breather and figure out what my next step is.  Hopefully I pick the one that takes me to where I want to be.  I hope you guys know that life is not easy and it gets difficult, but with the right mindset I am pretty sure we will make it! (However long it takes!! 😅)

So until next time...

-liz

P.S. When did emojis appear on this place!! I love it!! 😁🦄

Summer partie une...

     So, I've been staring at this blank page for about 2 hours thinking about what I should write about... (Final thoughts: rein!)  I honestly have no clue what I want this blog to turn into, but I'm sure I'll keep you guys entertained!

     Lets start by explaining what the hell summer partie une means!  I told you all that I was attending college... right? (Enter summer partie une!)  I am currently enrolled in Summer I and let me tell you... it's been a lot of work.  It's basically a four week class and  I'm on week three. We've already had 4 major exams and we still need four more to go.  So you can imagine the hardcore studying going on over here.  My mind is currently thinking about epithelial tissues, body cavities, skeletal tissue, and muscle regions.  It' been my life for the past two to three weeks and its just all I can think about! (Imagine Rachel, from friends, saying that line!)

     Now, I don't want to bore you all with the details, but we opened up a cat today. (Technically it was already opened!) We were getting familiarized with the muscles, basic structures, and locations.  So this upcoming lab exam should be the cats meow.

So until next time...

♥liz

So it begins...

Hey guys,

Since this is my very first blog post, I thought I should give you some insight about me.  It will be a mixture of 30 random facts about my life, fears, basic info, likes/dislikes, etc.
So here it goes...

1. I am 22 years old  (Starting off with an easy one there! Phew!)
2. I am currently in college
3. Coffee is pretty damn good!
4. My two favorite candy bars are lindtt hazelnut bars and paydays.
5. Hot fries and ruffles are the best chips ever created.
6. Cereals are my weakness!
7. I am a firm believer in drinking lots of water!
8. I have never really had a job
9. I have two nieces and two nephews
10. I have known my best friend since kindergarten. (We go way back!)
11. I am still a non driver... ;/
12. I am not a fan of hot weather, I'd rather be cold!
13. I have been on accutane and it was the best choice I have ever made!
14. Going to the dentist freaks me out!  (Well any doctor really, but mostly the dentist!)
15. I hate roaches and caterpillars!
16. I am the weirdo in my family. (It's cool though,  I totally embrace it!)
17. People often tell me I remind them of Jessica Day on New girl.  (It's the quirkiness!)
18. I have the weirdest luck ever! (That will be explained in a future post maybe..?)
19. I attract the weird guys & the guys that make people feel uncomfortable. (Weird luck kicking in!)
20. I can't swim, ride a bike, or skate. (Yeah this gal was an inside girl!)
21. I am a great painter!
22. At one point I was thinking about being a tattoo artist.
23. Sons of Anarchy was the best show on FX aside from American Horror Story!
24. F-R-I-E-N-D-S has to be my favorite show ever!
25. Netflix is the shit!  (I recommend Copenhagen, In your Eyes, and Barefoot)
26. Ian Somerhalder, Chris Hemsworth, Charlie Hunnam, Jensen Ackles, and Sebastian Rulli are dreamy!
27. Edward Scissorhands is my favorite movie!
28. Beyonce and Lana Del Rey are amazing!
29. The Scientist is my favorite song.
30. I believe that the simple pleasures in life are the best.

So there it is, 30 random facts about me!  I hope you guys stick with me and join in on what I have in store for you all.

So untill next time...

♥liz